Sunday, November 14, 2010

"Did you even care that I was scared?" she cried, her tears swelled in her eyes but never pured over the sides.
I thought to myself later as I thought back on that instance, How can you be afraid of something so wonderful? Such a perfect way to express love, to express your passion for one another.
I wondered what she would have been thinking as he laid his hands on her bare trembling flesh, Did you not enjoy it? Could you not feel that primitive yearning coursing through your very veins as his finger tips ran over you?
I debated asking her later, Why were you so scared?
But then I thought of my first and all the emotions I had felt at the time.
I was never scared, but embarrassment is just as strong I guess.
I'll actually never regret it, I was in love at the time which is why I wonder why she was so afraid of it.
So afraid of the act that creates life.
So terrified of becoming one with whom she loved.
So absolutely petrified of losing her innocence.
You've been touched, not tainted.




**This is not to or about anyone, just taking creative license from a quote. No one should take this personally!

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