sometimes

I feel like falling, I long for the rush of adrenalins pumping through my viens.
I used to do things to get that rush, things that would make people cringe.
I have an addiction. I may even have a problem.

I now have another outlet, one that doesn't cause me or anyone else pain.

I know maybe one day it could, but I don't want to think about it now.

I feel like falling, I long for the rush of adrenalins pricking at my brain.

I found a new way to cope with the urge to fall.
I just let myself go.
I go to you.