The worst thing that I've ever heard:
"I love you, but..."
It ripped my heart from my chest.
I know I was in the wrong, I couldn't see it at the time.
I was blind.
It wasn't that I was threatened, not in the slightest.
I trust with all I am and being a threat never even past my mind.
Comparisons, comparisons.
All my insecurities bubbled to the surface.
Nothing to do with feeling threatened, only a failure.
No matter how hard I try, how hard I suffer for it.
I can't lose it. I can't lose it!
So I lost my head and sense instead.
I still feel awful.
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